Chalice cup...

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The voice always stood silently beside

I liked to pretend it would hide

Letting fate twist against mind made matter

I kept looking outward toward all the clatter

Earring backs prick

Jealousy of vomit sick

Fuck it and quit

Remember to sit

Waver in the day as memories play

Wonder what I don't know

Have plenty I don't show

Reread old poetry

Found past stories within me

Feelings of walking stairs in moist tears

Now back and still filled with fears

Old habits begin to clear

Making the decision to steer

Can't give myself up

Stand and hold the chalice cup