A very long engagement...

Last night you, yes you.

Entered my dreams.

I have set you aside for some time-

How funny how those dreams swirl 

into my thinking mind

 This time not waking to satisfaction-

rather deep

I was behind. Everything.

And I lost you, for

ever

I don't know what to do with you

I'm ok

But then you cross my mind

And I cross my fingers

Looking up and then down

Back and forth

Riding the waves of unknown

For without certainty I will be

As we all must

But I forgot how I felt sad

I forgot how each morning challenged me to find the thanks

The harmony where the peace will flow

She said I wish you were somewhere else.

I wish you had a chance to let it go.

I said, it's ok here.

I'm happy here.

On a quest I ride the rocking boat.

Not looking for anything in particular

Just looking for adventure-

But I have to make it here.

I make it wherever I am.

Quite a long engagement, you and I.

Quite a long time, you and I.

Quite a story, you and I.

Quite us.

We are quite us.

I miss our us.