Natural...

my photo, Berkeley, CA

my photo, Berkeley, CA

my photo, SF, CA

via iGNANT

my photo, Berkeley, CA

There is something in my natural that you don't see

Can't open to swim within

Don't know the magic of nothing

Being in my room

With my eyes shut

 

You were raised by them

A sister to me

Checking in feels like a check up

Can't raise myself to cheer the way I do

You sound so happy you're really scared?

Are you?

 

I want my wants

Creating links from me to the Earth center

Everyone else can run town this vine

This is my space of me

And I create that which I see

 

My Mama lied to me

Be anything you want to be-

That's already made for you--

The subject line

Her fear roaring through family gossip

 

When I was seventeen my mother said to me

"Don't stop imagining

The day that you do is the day that you die"

 

Are you having fun?

Am I having fun?

You will either be confused

Want what I have

Or fear

 

But all I need is your love

I will work it out

I will take care of me

Trust me

I'm learning to trust me

 

Never fast enough

I love you

Sister

Mother

Father

I can be surrounded in an instant 

If I need it