Don't worry...

Dear Winter storm,

Your flurry found me

Wrapped in fresh white

Frost bite

Content to watch

Don't worry

I don't want anymore than you

Rise with the Sun...

New day rising-

After disaster it comes again

To begin

Dance within 

Melted snow

Clear streets

Move these feet

Crash...

I hope it comes together for me too

Accidentally, perfectly,

I hope I don't get hurt like I hurt you

Honestly, with dishonesty,

I hope trusting these passing feelings is what

I'm meant to do

I'm struggling to find my belief too

The life you say, that wears us down

Where is the candy crown?

Feel what I don't want to feel

Just to know I'm moving-

Forward--

Always, anticipating, the next step-

Away from here--

What is near?

Every time I look back

I see

And appreciate where it led me

But in the mist of this falling flood

I can't wait to breathe above

Crash this paper plane into the horizon

Tangled and mangled

Forcing myself into the fall

Melodies...

When you look closely,

We all speak in poetry- 

You're a poet,

You just don't know it- 

Look

Walk this way

Breathe into my heart

I'm washing away yesterday

Be close to me

This can be

Just for a moment-

A melody

Split...

Take what you need

We all need too

But this split

Has me in two

Cards and candles worn me away

I keep finding myself wishing for play

Art...

Marvelous moves me

Marvelous moved mountains

Marvelous wonders and shakes souls

Art is an act of marvelous

You can make the rules as you go

Feel the color flow

Choose the movement

Let it out

Then cover and release

Because when I ask it

There is no answer

But it's for you to choose

There is no limit to right

The gift is to let us all drift

Into our own marble of marvelous

Finding what's inside you

There is no movment

Beyond what you need

But I push myself to find what needs to breathe

I move because I do

Headstands push my blood

Down

Deep

Into fears

Set your vision

And ask what you are seeing

200 feet in front of me

The rest will come to be

Move with marvelous

And marvelous will move you too

Marvelous is the love you find

In the small dreams outside of mind

Last night you looked my way

And it was marvelous-

My lips touched yours

And your tongue wet me

Life is marvelous

Touch is freedom

Time to roll with the roll

Destiny...

Today, what a day

Today I filled my day

Dreams met daylight

And came to fruition

Fulfilled and thrilled

I was told I was ready

To dance for crowds

Moving for stars

Pouring heart into sweat

This song carried my body when I let go

And now it is mine to give back

To share the story

That nearly took me over

A transition into a new time

 Where the waters are full once again

I called you, my friend

After much time had passed

This whim from within acted out fast

Today your birthday

And just yesterday you mentioned me

Serendipity is meant to be

Us, such an unlikely match

It's simply destiny

You have always grounded roots to my tree

And then I met the past

As it was back when

Before the 100 years begin

My today held my past

My today called to then

Confusion creates my creation

And yet I have to bare it all

Is this the gift of the fall?

The Positive Cost of Being Lost...

The lie of how we told it

Running in circles

We don’t care

My mouth on the table

Opened up

Filling with words

Sights spun this tongue

Seductive colors

Suck me deep

Inside

I don’t remember when I don’t want to

I can know you when I need to

Don’t trust these eyes

They penetrate without offering hope

I want to win. Myself. And him.

Moving on to home

I’ll be back for me

Searching the lost land

For something new

You evolved, she said.

Which way do you want to find?

It’s not what you deserve

Change is the cost of misery

It can never not be

Falling under the spell

Looking lost

And saying yes

This doorway

Helps me let go

Just thought you should know

This is the morning tide

Taking my heart for a ride

Would it be wrong to disappoint you now?

You’ve never been told there is

A different way 

How many people believe their mind?

And how many people are blind?

Just remember to be kind.

Finally...

If we can remember that whatever it is 

we think we believe is just for now, 

then life becomes, once again,

the adventure that it's meant to be.

Finally open my arms wide
Finally I let you inside
Finally made it past the end
To finally begin

 

I'll be looking so far past the flashing lights

 

The hours we keep, the days we save
They add up to years, now face to face

Bay Day...

This space fills me with space

It is a safe place

Where you can soften

And your shoulders can fall

Into your smile

Say hi

And listen

People here are nice-

They are wise and warm

And I don't have to think twice-

I can trust

Happy New Year, he said

You felt that shutter in me as you walked by

And you made it ok 

Thank you day in the bay

Thank you red haired freckles

Your sweet words stung my eyes

Allowing tears to cry