Crash...

I hope it comes together for me too

Accidentally, perfectly,

I hope I don't get hurt like I hurt you

Honestly, with dishonesty,

I hope trusting these passing feelings is what

I'm meant to do

I'm struggling to find my belief too

The life you say, that wears us down

Where is the candy crown?

Feel what I don't want to feel

Just to know I'm moving-

Forward--

Always, anticipating, the next step-

Away from here--

What is near?

Every time I look back

I see

And appreciate where it led me

But in the mist of this falling flood

I can't wait to breathe above

Crash this paper plane into the horizon

Tangled and mangled

Forcing myself into the fall